Hey guys. Finally bit the bullet and decided to microdose today. I took 50ug of acid about 3 days ago, so for my first microdose I decided to go for just under 20ug. The reasons behind me wanting to do this are mild depression and alcoholism.
T+00:30 - Dropped at 1pm, just after I finished a 3 hour shift at work. Obviously can't feeling anything now so I'll report back in about an hour.
T+01:00 - Realised I hadn't eaten today so I decided to have a light salad and a smoothie. I'm starting to feel something, just quite sure what yet. Head space is still pretty much the same apart from I keep getting a very strong urge to play.. hearthstone.. which then fades really quickly. Physically I feel a bit tired but I usually get this when I take acid for the first few hours or so.
T+02:00 - Spent most of the time at my computer so far. Physically I feel much the same as I did an hour ago.. a little tired. I also feel a little spaced out atm. Not too much, but it's there. When I look outside colours are much the same as they usually are but the bright light of my computer screen seems a little garish. I might try going out for a little walk in a few mins.
T+03:00 - Starting to feel like the dosage may have been a bit too high. I was trying to compensate for the 50ug I did about 3 days ago, but 20ug was still probably pushing it a bit. I don't feel bad or anxious or panicky, but I definitely don't feel great either. Stomach feels a bit off and my head just feels a bit 'stuffy'.. like I have a head cold or something. I never ended up going for that walk so I'll go do it now :).
T+03:30 - Just got back from my walk. Definitely made me feel a bit better but also confirmed that I've taken too much. Nature was nice, but certain noises made me a little bit paranoid. If I focused on a point whilst walking, it would seem like the road was rotating around that point. Came back and had quite an impassioned discussion about celery with my parents. This dose is okay in a relaxed familiar setting but I wouldn't want to be at work right now.
T+05:00 - My head is still kind of foggy but my stomach has settled now which is nice. Right now there's part of me that wants to be productive but doesn't really know what to do. There's another part that just wants to curl up in bed. I managed to get everything ready for work tomorrow and I contemplated cleaning but in the end decided not to. This experience has be on the verge of having that post-trip afterglow but is just a bit too much. It has show me that microdosing could definitely work as long as you get the right dosage.
T+06:00 - Okay so my head is still quite foggy but fuck me I've literally been happily spazzing out in my seat to every song that comes on in my spotify playlist for the past 40 mins. Music sounds fantastic. I feel pretty damn happy and really want to go out clubbing (although I'm definitely not). This feels like the 'afterglow' from an acid trip but with a bit more euphoria and quite a bit less.. productivity. This really gives me hope that if I get the right dosage microdosing will be great.