DOSE: T+ 0:00 0.5 mg oral Pharms - Clonazepam T+ 0:30 25 mg oral 4-AcO-DMT T+ 3:00 25 mg oral 4-AcO-DMT
BODY WEIGHT:
140 lb
50mg 4-AcO-DMT Horror
Psychedelic background: Mildly inexperienced with psychedelics. At the time of this report, I previously dosed around 100�g LSD 4 times, and had a very light trip on 9mg psilocybin extract (~2 grams dried shrooms). The LSD had never given open-eyed visuals besides some melting and drifting. Regularly taken low doses of edible THC on a daily basis.
Medical background: At time of report, not taking any prescription medication, nor over-the-counter medication/supplements. Recently (within 2 years) diagnosed with major depressive disorder [F32.2], and obsessive-compulsive disorder [F42.0]. Previously taken SSRI anti-depressants with little to no effect and anxiolytics.
Personal background: At time of report, very suicidal and pessimistic about life. Was experimenting with various drugs to ease mental suffering, and thought 4-AcO-DMT, being similar in nature to shrooms could help alleviate the depression. A careless attitude towards life, mixed with drug-induced confusion led to the higher than recommended dose. My family at the time knew I was experimenting with psychedelics but didn�t fully endorse the idea.
Setting: (Nighttime, dosed at around 8PM) My basement with a few college-aged childhood friends. Later my bedroom with the lights on full brightness and various other rooms in my house.
All times are estimated as time distortion became more and more prevalent as the trip progressed.
-5:00 Avoided eating anything in the hours before dosing, as a way to avoid potential nausea.
-0:30 Dosed 0.5mg Klonopin (Clonazepam) to curb anxiety during the trip and to in theory weaken the mental effects. I was used to taking this amount of benzodiazepines, as I was previously prescribed this amount for daily use. No addiction or dependence at any point.
+0:00 Dosed approximately 25mg 4-AcO-DMT orally in its powdered form inside of a small gel tab. One friend at the same time also took a single gel tab. At the time, I had noticed that of the 5 gel tabs, there were 2 or 3 that seemingly had less powder visible inside of them. Both me and my friend took ones with less powder.
In retrospect, the gel tabs were from a decently trustworthy source, but did seem to have more powder than others in a couple of the tabs. I doubt the dosage of each tab was incorrect, but simply +- a milligram or two from 25mg.
We began chatting and watching some TV while my friends that hadn�t dosed instead took some edibles.
+1:00 I thought I was having an onset of simple OEV�s, but I don�t think that was the case. I had to grab something from upstairs and after getting out of my chair, I noticed that my body was feeling heavy and moving was exhausting. Getting upstairs and back down really exhausted my energy level. No dizziness, but a bodily sedation. Getting upstairs and back down really exhausted my energy level. No dizziness, but a bodily sedation.