3/23 514pm
I went to my friend's house for his birthday, he had 4 lines of "Molly" (2 for me, 2 for him.) As soon as I snorted it, my nose was instantly burning like crazy.. which is normal even for Molly so I didn't think twice. A few minutes later, I'm cutting people out of conversations because I'm talking so much. My heart was beating so fast, I was drenching in sweat, and my pupils were giant. I was clenching my jaw so hard but I was so happy for once.
3/24 1110pm
My friend brought me to my parents house to come visit them and he went back home. My dad has been clean from meth since before I was born, but he knows exactly what someone tweaked on meth looks like. He asked me if I was on any drugs and of course I denied it That instance still gave me THEE WORST anxiety, and now I'm sweating even more. So I'm still very wide awake.. which definitely convinced me that after 2 days of not sleeping, I called my friend and told him that I think that "Molly" was meth. He told me he also hadn't sleep, but he's convinced it's MDA. I, still, started freaking out. I was clenching my jaw extra tight, my muscles tightened and my heart was going a million miles an hour. I ordered a urine test which tests for most importantly, MDMA, MDA, and Meth but it's going to take 2 days to be delivered. I can't wait that long to find out.. I am to anxious. If you have any idea based on my side effects, please let me know so I can research them and see if they'd relate to me. But I really do believe it's meth.
3/25 333pm
THIRD DAY WITHOUT ANY SLEEP
I made a vow never to do meth because of the fact addiction runs in my family and I knew if I tried meth, I'd fall in love. I had a vicious adderall addiction in college and uppers are really my cup of tea. I really need help. If you have any sort of input, please let me know how ensure I'm going to fall asleep soon if you're familiar with snorting meth. I'm starting to see shadows and figures and it's freakin me out. My eyes are bugged out of my eyes and I look a mess.